I cant even remember the last time I’ve wrote on my tumblr. Things sure have changed. I’m not the little teenager who first began this tumblr page. It’s been about 5-6 years since i first started my tumblr. i remember when I first started this thing. up. I was probably a sophomore in high school a few of my travelball friends were talking about this and BAM it began the newest social media network, cool thing it was like a secret society. At one point there were certain things that only people who have a tumblr understood. for example. MEME. lol I didnt even have clue what that meant. Nowadays, I’m hardly ever on tumblr. I do miss it, but a lot has changed.
I’m twenty years old and I’m one of the head managers for Dominos. I worked my ass off for 2 years to get where I’m at and during that duration, I met some amazing people. I met people who turned into family and one who I truly adore. When I first began my journey, he was my manager. I remember meeting him and he had this smile on his face, The next interaction, he was making fun of me because I couldn’t reach the top shelf. As months go by, I paid no attention to him. I was hung up on my ex from the previous year. Sooner summer 2013 rolled along. I was at a turning point in my life. I decided that softball wasn’t for me and school became a struggle. Being kicked off the softball team was probably the best thing that happened.As soon as I was released, I was offered a position as an asst manager. I was so stoked. I picked it all up pretty quick. The man who offered me the postition is the one I’m speaking of. We kinda went into this thing together, learned a lot and grew together. He just got out of a relationship and I was trying to figure things out (btw, it’s kinda of what I’m still trying to do). So throughout the summer, he was drunk ALL the time and whenever he needed someone to talk to I was always there. It’s kinda weird, I know him better than I thought. We had our moments, where we would fight like a married couple and I had days where I just wanted to smack him with the pizza paddle. One thing though,I knew he would always be there and I would always have his back. As things went on, we became close friends. I was basically his right handed person at the store. I always had his back.
Summer 2014 hit, thats when we became really close and realized he had other job opportunities. Thats when things took a big turn. He left little ol Las Vegas, NM and now I am on my own running the store we built together. As time went on, our friendship became stronger. We were close when we were in the same city, but the distance brought us closer. He is now my best friend. Always will be. Couple weeks ago we hung out. Got drunk had fun and just hungout. It was strange. For most people who don’t know me, I’m EXTREMELY awkward in silence. Strange reason I just find it weird. But with him, I’m able to sit in silence and be comfortable about it. I dont have this obligation of having to speak. It just fits. Thats when I knew, I had feelings for him. well, thats when I was able to admit that I had feelings for him. I’m not sure I’m in love with him, but I’m sure that we have a connection. Something is there. I don’t know whats going to happen next, I don’t want to get my hopes up but I do want something to go further. I want to be able to turn and say “Yes, hes my best friend and I couldn’t be any happier.”